This was another jam of mine while I was in high school. I loved SES then and I continue to love them now.
Music Monday: April 26th, 2021
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April 2021 archive
I stand corrected. I completely stand corrected.
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I got the results of my blood work back, and in a twist that is going to surprise everyone that has anything to do with my care… I do not have diabetes. At all. My fasting blood sugar was 86, and my A1C actually dropped from 5.8 to 5.5. The only thing that was outside of normal bounds was my good cholesterol, which was four points from being within normal bounds. My bad cholesterol was within the acceptable range, though. So that kind of makes you think… if one’s good cholesterol is a bit too low, shouldn’t you expect your bad cholesterol to be a bit too high? Except that wasn’t the case here. But I suppose my doctor can explain it.
Now that I don’t have diabetes, we need to figure out what is causing these wounds, because something has to be. I’ve had the worst one for going on a month and a week now. You don’t just get wounds like these for no reason. Google hasn’t been particularly helpful, either. It keeps telling me that the most likely cause of these wounds is uncontrolled diabetes, and I don’t even have diabetes, which throws that out the window.
I figured that I would post about this in here.
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It’s been nearly two years since my mom died from complications of cancer.
I’ve written about why we didn’t have a relationship at the end of her life in here, and I continue to feel the same way. The only difference, which is a good thing, is the fact that I no longer clearly remember having a mother. In a way it’s like she was never “around” to begin with due to how much I’ve actually forgotten about her. I did mention in here that my end goal was to completely forget about her, and I feel like I’m really making progress toward that goal. Whenever I see pictures of her on Facebook or from TimeHop, I look at them and have the most difficult time even placing when they happened because I just don’t remember it.
I’ve continued to get rid of things that she got me whenever I see them in my room or around the house.
Some more of what I spent stimulus money on.
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I bought the kids a slightly damaged but still functional and usable Aggro Crag award from someone authentic who sells various Nickelodeon items. Both of them really like it, which is a win in my book.
I also bought myself a few more pairs of cyberlox.
In addition, I bought a few more candles for my altar for decoration. They look really pretty.
I bought myself a few more face masks to wear since we are still in a pandemic.
I bought Bub a PlayStation 5 from a scalper that was selling it for a decent price. It has a disc drive, too!
I also bought myself some makeup from EM Cosmetics since I like their makeup.
As I continue to spend the stimulus money on various things I’ll post about it in here.