Posts Tagged ‘streaming’

11
May
2025

Like I said, that was a nice… what… four months?

categories: computer gaming; word count: 252 words

The stalker that I think I’ve mentioned having in here has resumed stalking me.

The private investigator that I’ve been working with referred me to the Portland FBI, who called me an hour and a half after I placed an inquiry on their website instructing me to fill out forms for IC3. The impression I got is that they are taking this far more seriously than they were when I had contacted my local FBI branch to make the initial report. They asked for the social media accounts of the… stalker in question, which I can’t say I was happy to give them as much as I can say that I’m relieved that they are taking this seriously. The person that I had on the phone with me confirmed that this meets the criteria for cyber-stalking and cyber-terrorism since it crosses state lines, which I had a hunch about. And if they take time early on in the afternoon on a Sunday to contact you you know they’re taking it seriously and that they mean business.

Although my hope is that this stalker fades back into obscurity, I’m just going to let the federal agents deal with everything. As it is, his FBI branch (which is in Portland, covering the entire state) was horrified when he went through this man’s Twitter account seeing his obsession with me. Imagine how I felt dealing with it…

In the interim, I’m going to do maintenance on this computer and writing the boys’ homeschool notes up.

13
Apr
2025

That escalated as quickly as I thought it would.

categories: computer gaming; word count: 200 words

The decision to leave the previous organization that I was a part of was the best possible decision that I could have made advancing the content creation and streaming career (“career”?) I am slow walking…

I’ve been saving up money in my family’s ABLE accounts so that we can relocate and move out of the state we currently live in, to a better state that would far better meet the needs of my children and my own needs.

Next year I know I’ll be able to make an ABLE account! The timing on that is tetchy, but by then I know…

I hate the drama that tends to follow smaller esports organizations (although I’ve left on good terms from two organizations that wound up failing to meet my needs), so I’m hoping that by the time we come around to content houses — I do have mixed opinions on those, but I would consider the right one if it came around — or relocation to a much better state, I would commit to any organization that fully furnished and provided the content house, and I would only move once if I straight up moved to another state. I mean, let’s do this.

11
Apr
2025

Okay, guys, it’s continuing to get worse.

categories: computer gaming; word count: 148 words

I am documenting this for the sake of documenting it, and I am timestamping it.

I feel uncomfortable in this organization and don’t know what to do.

Really uncomfortable… I’m going to ghost them or just quit at some point.

My gut feelings on issues like these have never been wrong. Some of them are nice and polite to me, but I regret joining this organization. It’s a bit of a shame given the fledgling talks that I’ve been in as I’ve been networking, and I think it’s going to turn into a situation where I ask these people to restrain their interest to me and not me plus the organization that I’m in. I am thankful for the interest, but can I say that I’m thankful for this opportunity? I regret it. I’m having a difficult time coming up with words that convey the depth of this.

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