I am documenting this for the sake of documenting it, and I am timestamping it.

I feel uncomfortable in this organization and don’t know what to do.

Really uncomfortable… I’m going to ghost them or just quit at some point.

My gut feelings on issues like these have never been wrong. Some of them are nice and polite to me, but I regret joining this organization. It’s a bit of a shame given the fledgling talks that I’ve been in as I’ve been networking, and I think it’s going to turn into a situation where I ask these people to restrain their interest to me and not me plus the organization that I’m in. I am thankful for the interest, but can I say that I’m thankful for this opportunity? I regret it. I’m having a difficult time coming up with words that convey the depth of this.

I switched esports agencies and I feel uncomfortable in the one that I am currently in…

I have regrets.

Should I formally quit or just ghost them?

I’ve been setting up a lot of things in the background as I prepare to resume streaming here in a bit! Go me!

Almost everyone already knows about this, particularly those who need to know about it, but after giving it thought I’ve decided to switch from Mystic Esports to Team Sarrow, and I’ve officially signed with them.

I did so under civil and polite circumstances, and I wish Mystic Esports (Team Mystic?) nothing but the best.

Although it seems that my livestreaming goals have been… delayed a bit due to things like my health, I do intend on continuing to stream (and Vtube, at that), and I continue to want to work toward becoming a popular and well-known streamer while I am doing everything else that I do on a regular if not daily basis.

This is the rig that I eventually want to start using this year. I’ve got several, but this one is my favorite.