Posts Tagged ‘life’

We are now on day three of this shit.

I have been doxxed, harassed, stalked, and threatened by someone who admitted to rage watching my Twitch livestreams not liking me because I am a woman and a disabled parent. That’s it. That’s the reason.

As stated in the previous post about this, my local law enforcement is aware of it. His local law enforcement is aware of this. Gun shops in his area are aware of this in the event that he attempts to purchase a gun tangential to any of the threats he’s made (to include threatening to “burn” one of my friends for entering the conversation to protect me diverting his attention away from me, because he’s been obsessed with me). I’m kind of flattered that it took an entire year for someone to hate me enough to threaten to harm family members of mine, let alone dox (or is it doxx?), harass, stalk, and threaten me across multiple accounts for numerous days. Truth be told though, it has gotten tiresome, and I can’t wait for his local police department to do whatever it is they have to do to prevent him from continuing to do this to me or actually hurt anyone.

I should have made a post on that date.

The infected wound in my mouth is getting better due to the antibiotics that I’ve been prescribed.

In the meantime, my oldest son’s father would have turned thirty-eight years old on September 22nd. I suppose I’m going to remember that day for the next thirty-seven years, as am I going to remember November 20th, the day that a drunk and high driver took him from all of us. When we wanted him to hit rock bottom so that he would finally start to rebuild his life, we didn’t mean that a drunk and high driver should have hit him so hard that he was dead by the time he hit the ground on the other side of the road.

I just hate it when things like this… well, happen.

After accidentally biting my lip during a meal (since when does that not happen with me?), of all the times for it to do so the wound literally cracked and became infected with what I can only imagine is otherwise ubiquitous bacteria in my mouth. Two of three doctor’s visits out of the way getting and keeping my care team involved with this, I’ve been put on antibiotics that are surprisingly not making me as nauseated as I thought they would, and I’ve been issued some pain medication to take to ride out the worst part of this healing. Although the infection certainly seems to be responding to the antibiotics, the pain is absolutely something else… even breakthrough pain, like when I rouse from a nap or sleep. Ihe liquid lidocaine that I’m supposed to swish in my mouth as needed has been an absolute godsend. I didn’t expect it to work so well.

This was when the pandemic had just started, y’all.

It gave us something to do, and asking Monster to socially distance himself from other people after explaining as much of that as I could worked better than I had expected. As for Bub, who is nowhere near ready, I let him play on the park behind the benches we sit on that are in front of the water. That makes it so much easier to watch both of them! (And of course, as the pandemic began to rage more, we scaled down.)

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