Posts Tagged ‘health’

I just hate it when things like this… well, happen.

After accidentally biting my lip during a meal (since when does that not happen with me?), of all the times for it to do so the wound literally cracked and became infected with what I can only imagine is otherwise ubiquitous bacteria in my mouth. Two of three doctor’s visits out of the way getting and keeping my care team involved with this, I’ve been put on antibiotics that are surprisingly not making me as nauseated as I thought they would, and I’ve been issued some pain medication to take to ride out the worst part of this healing. Although the infection certainly seems to be responding to the antibiotics, the pain is absolutely something else… even breakthrough pain, like when I rouse from a nap or sleep. Ihe liquid lidocaine that I’m supposed to swish in my mouth as needed has been an absolute godsend. I didn’t expect it to work so well.

Somehow I nearly managed to forget to post in this.

Things happen. Life happens. I’m going to be asking my psychiatrist to put me back on guanfacine, because months of Straterra (or however you spell it)… aren’t working. I have to put Post-It notes on my wall to remember to take the medication. It’s not working anywhere near as well as guanfacine did. And the whole point of ADHD medication is to allow you to be more attentive and less forgetful, which clearly is not happening in this case here. I aspire to fix this in about a month when I see my psychiatrist for a check-in.

A… friend of Bub’s father contacted me now that I’ve unblocked the majority of them to see what they would do, which I initially had mixed feelings over. But then we got to talking, and I told him some things that I intend on mentioning here at some point for the first time, and he understood where I was coming from when I understandably “took (Bub) and ran (from his father)”. There are some things that I want to get off of my chest after his upcoming birthday for the sake of doing so, even if that means “going public”, because all of it is the truth substantiated by my medical records. There’s so much that he took from me in 2009 that I intend on taking back. I want to tell the story of… what happened, and I want to do all of this on my terms.

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