In case you’re not playing the at-home game…

The school district that I live in did not plan out how many Internet hotspots and laptops to get students in need, even though parents (or guardians) needed to fill out three forms expressing interest in one or both of them, and that counted actually showing up to their child’s school to fill out an additional form. Because of this, and the fact that some students were not able to complete assignments because they did not have one or both of these items, the district decided to open their doors a week earlier than they had originally intended to for those who wanted to send their students back to school for in-person instruction. The superintendent here has practically been chomping at the bit to fling the school doors back open and resume instruction, and he’s actually had to be prevented from doing so by executive order from the governor and order from a judge within days of planning to do so. Needless to say, I do not trust this district or the decisions that they make about children at all because they have made it abundantly clear that their primary motivation is securing federal funding by having their doors open, even — especially — during a global pandemic that has claimed the lives that it has. The district says that interested parents can continue to have their child participate in virtual learning if they want, but that doesn’t make the whole thing any better.

The fact that they are, and have been, desperate to fling their doors open during a global pandemic is what bothers me about all of this. This is how desperate this district is about securing access to federal funds…

And this is how desperate this country is as a whole to “get kids back to school” and “get back to work”.

I actually really like how this came out.

So I found out that DeviantArt has an official forum, and I’ve been posting a bit on there!

I’ve also been drawing on our new tablet in my spare time, which managed to produce this nice sketch:

There were places in it that I could have improved on… but for someone that has gone without drawing or even sketching for as long as I have, I think that it was actually fairly impressive. I sketched the entire thing in light gray in Paint Shop Pro, then gradually darkened it in, lined it in, and colored it all in the same program.

I look forward to being able to draw more, and to be able to post more of my drawings on dA as time allows.

They want you to die so they don’t have to pay.

Soon, I will have a hearing with an administrative law judge to see if I can get approved for disability benefits… again. I’ve been told by friends of mine who are more familiar with the process (yes, the process) that the best thing to do is to put in applications, and advance them to hearings, until I am eventually approved, because Social Security wants people to give up and stop applying for benefits even though they are disabled and should not have to fight as hard as many of them do to receive benefits that they are otherwise entitled to. To make it easier on myself, I’ve begun to keep notes on my computer to remind myself of things that I want to say at my hearing even though it will be over the phone due to this pandemic. This is the same judge who has already denied me once when I put in an application for disability with my asthma as my primary disabling diagnosis… now, at the advice of my second neurologist, I’ve put in an application with chronic, intractable migraine disorder as my primary disabling diagnosis. If she remembers me, which she may, she will probably find some reason to deny me. I’m willing to play the game of putting in applications until I am eventually approved, as one of my friends’ mothers had to advance applications to a hearing four separate times to get them approved for disability benefits when they were a child on something that should not even have had to go to a hearing… that was how obvious this disabling impairment should have been to Social Security when their mother applied for them, but I digress. Seriously.

Another one of my friends said that they “deny, deny, deny” hoping that you pass away for people whose disabling conditions run the risk of death so that they do not have to pay out on any benefits. And I mean, I can get behind the deny, deny, deny part since that’s been what has been happening to me right now. I’ve been getting contradictory reasons for denial on my migraine diagnosis alone. Personally, I’m still trying to figure out how someone with between fifteen and twenty “migraine days” (yes, days) lasting between four and twelve hours who can’t even engage in hobbies that she wants to engage in to the extent that she wants to engage in them in can work, but whatever. Maybe if I keep putting in applications they’ll get it…

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