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Before I completely forget to mention this…

I’ve been writing about how… bad my high school experience was, starting with the fact that administration didn’t like the number of bomb threats we had been getting having opened our doors to all four high school grades for the first time and so stated that they would ignore all bomb threats in subsequent years. We went from having bomb threats sometimes three or four days per week to none, and this could seriously have gotten someone killed, especially because students became aware that the administration had made the decision to ignore — not to act on — any bomb threats. It more or less maintained that level of bad until my senior year when a freshman climbed on top of the art building shouting that he was going to kill himself, and everyone who could see what he was doing except for me and some friends began cheering at him to jump. Because we knew who he was, we had to make our way through the throng of students that were assembling in the cafeteria that morning to watch him do what he was doing to get to the student activities director’s office to tell her, and she quickly put in a call to the front office who then put in a call to emergency services because EMTs had to actually go up there and sedate him so that he could safely be brought down.

The school let him come back maybe a week later with a slap on the wrist and a “don’t do that again”.

It was around this point that he began needling at people that he thought might beat him up in response to intentionally annoying them, and he was eventually removed from active enrollment for a second and slightly longer period of time. But my high school didn’t even attempt to connect his family with services for what he… did, because he was initially back to school in a matter of days as though nothing had happened. And it didn’t even surprise me that so many students were cheering at him to jump from the building, either. I mean, that’s par for the course, especially around here, and especially as the years would go on. I don’t have that many good things to say about any of the schools that I attended in this district at all (or, well, any, heh).

This is “never again becoming an option” fast.

I am still on prednisone because it could take up to a week for all remnants of Bactrim to leave my body, and when you’ve become badly allergic to the thing that you had to take… yeah. And I continue to take Benadryl as needed to decrease the likelihood that I continue to manifest allergic symptoms to this thing. Next week is shaping up to be a very fun week. The medication that caused this, that I don’t want to take any more, is the medication that I need to stop the effects of this because my immune system has recognized the Thing I Need as the Thing I’m Allergic To and decided to ramp shit up even worse. Somehow I actually expected this.

I can’t wait to be off of prednisone once this is done and over with and just stay off of it. Seriously…

After having given this some serious thought…

I’ve decided that should I pass away while the majority of these social networking sites continue to be active that I would like my accounts on them deleted after they are given proof that I have passed away. Luckily for me, Facebook actually allows you to select that now. You have to jump through a whole bunch of hoops affirming that you are “sure” (yes, I am sure) that you would in fact like your account to be deleted after your death that I’m positive you wouldn’t have to jump through if you selected someone to be your legacy contact to update your Facebook in the event of your passing, but I mean, it is what it is at this point. For several years, I did have a legacy contact, although I came to realize that I had set one more for them than I did for myself and that if I were going to be making these kinds of decisions about what to do with my social networking accounts after my passing, why not just have done what I want to have done with them to begin with? And should both of the boys’ fathers outlive me — or even one of them — I don’t want any information about us to fall into the wrong hands, or to even potentially fall into the wrong hands. I would just as well continue to have them have no information on any of us at all. That said, for a whole lot of reasons I just went ahead and set both of my accounts to be deleted if someone can give Facebook proof that I have passed away. (I might also delete the second account before that point, though. We will just have to see.)

Me: 0, Bactrim: not 0, is anyone really surprised?

Well, I am no longer allowed to take Bactrim for… well, any reason.

Prior to this, it was listed as a moderate allergy in my medical records because all it had caused was a headache and severe dryness of my nose and throat after my dose had to be raised adjusting for my weight as a child. Because this was so early in the process of taking it for an ear infection, I was taken off of it, put on something that I wasn’t allergic to and the allergy to it was noted in my files. However, since the Staph infection that I happened to… get on my skin was MRSA and I have a history of being immunocompromised, I told the local hospital that I would be willing to try Bactrim since it was the best suited for the problem that I had. I took every single dose of it with Benadryl as directed, but the headaches became severe migraines (which I had to medicate), and by the end of it, I had an antibiotic rash all over my face, chest, and upper stomach. For most antibiotics, late-onset rashes aren’t that big of a deal and you can finish the thing anyway without having to worry about an allergy. But in a history of someone already allergic to it — and it being a sulfa-based drug, meaning that antibiotic rashes at any stage in treatment are bad — this was… not good. At any rate, it then snowballed from there, and I got chills and a fever from the antibiotic. Putting myself back on prednisone out of sheer necessity at this point lowered the fever and reduced the rash, and forty-eight hours after that point I began to feel better. However, getting over something like this can take up to a full week for you to do, and now that I know that I am severely allergic to Bactrim this is what I expect.

Now I just have to see if this infection is actually gone, and these wounds actually heal, for our next trick.

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