A child support payment was made for my fifteen-year-old, sent to the state on the third of the month.

I still have not recieved it and Monday will mark a full week that the payment has been accepted in their systems but not disbursed to me, and I can take screenshots of the child support portal proving all of this.

Meanwhile, I continue to attempt to make contact with my youngest son’s father’s church about the manner of his conception because him being allowed to continue to volunteer as the Head Usher raises legitimate safety concerns given that “our” son resulted from him forcing himself upon me in his city park (on October 3rd, 2009… when I tried to fight back against him) and this raises legitimate safety concerns because he is clearly unrepentant and I refuse to be the reason he forces himself onto someone else. I continue to be ignored and am in fear that he will do to someone else what he did to me and that she may not be brave enough to speak out about it like I’ve become. I was legitimately forged in the fire of my husband’s death.