I mean, I don’t hate the fact that I have it and that police are now more proactively cruising this area because of the threats my stalker made. I can expect to be protected long enough for my stalker to do one of two things: follow through on the threats he made against me in a tangible way, or realize that me actually having police protection is supposed to deter him from following through on the threats he made against me.

Their service is something that I’m thankful for, but this entire situation has me on absolute edge.