February 2020 archive

The mysterious malady of the “a” key.

For some strange reason, over the course of the past few days my a key has alternated between… going out and requiring being hit hard to produce the letter a, or working perfectly (such as when I restart my computer). I am not even remotely sure why this is happening, and I did take the time to clean underneath the a key hoping that this was caused by a bit of errant dust that might have gotten in there. I checked to make sure that the laptop is not overheating in spite of already being placed at an optimal place to ensure temperature regulation, and… sure enough, it’s not. At all. Not even slightly. This perplexes me a whole lot.

In the interim, I’ve been looking for an affordable laptop that we can replace this with because we need a fully functional PC laptop in this house, and if this is showing signs of wear and tear it needs to be replaced sooner rather than later (even if we find out that it’s some strange Lenovo fluke). Hopefully I find one soon.

Not only is the a key a vowel, but it’s also frequently used in gaming (WASD, anyone?) so there’s also that.

This is a travesty worth pointing out.

13,000.

That is roughly how many people actually die every year in the United States because they apply for disability benefits (SSDI or SSI) and are denied, sometimes continuously. That’s thirteen. Thousand. People.

They die for a number of reasons.

Lack of access to healthcare and medication.

Inability to afford housing.

Not being able to buy themselves food.

The list goes on, but I’m sure I’ve made my point by now.

Roughly two-thirds of applicants are denied when they submit their initial application, and a staggering 80% of applicants are denied if they request that Social Security reconsider their application. For those who choose to advance their application for benefits to a hearing with an administrative law judge after this second denial, the wait to get in front of a judge in some capacity can take up to two years in some states, and between half and 60% of applicants have their benefits approved at that stage… so no matter how you look at it, the odds do not exactly appear to be in your favor (although older individuals seem to have an easier time obtaining and securing disability benefits for themselves, and I’m told that children who “age onto the rolls” as adults seem to have a slightly easier time depending on just what their disabilities are).

And some of them die right after getting approved after having literally fought the system for years.

They die because they weren’t able to access the things that they needed in time because they had to fight to get what they were rightfully owed. They count here. Their stories are still important. Just as important.

This may not surprise very many of you given the… political climate in the United States, at least as far as it relates to healthcare, but it will probably sadden and shock those of you who are not familiar with the number, but that is the number. Because people with legitimate disabilities who are not able to work are being denied for sometimes the most contradictory, superfluous reasons, approximately thirteen thousand people die in the United States every year as a result of that, and to me, that is thirteen thousand people (or however many people actually die in the United States as a result of this) too many. I almost want to laugh — and sometimes I actually do — when people say, “oh, you’re disabled, just apply for disability” as though it were really that simple. I’m not sure if the system is intentionally set up to be like this or what. It may well be.

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