I am guessing that my youngest son’s grandparents are no longer willing to pay their rapist’s child support for him, especially because nothing will happen to their rapist son if payments cease. But to be honest, I’m surprised that it has taken them this long to even cease paying it in the first place. Why was this not something that they looked into years ago? How did he manage to get away with not telling them the truth about my (“our”) son’s conception for so long? These are the things that I want answers to. I don’t even care to know what must have gone through his head that allowed him to rationalize rape in the first place. That is beyond water under the bridge at this point, and I refuse to forgive him or permit him to contact either one of us although the forgiveness and potential contact with paternal family members of my son’s remains in flux.

So far it seems that child support is being withheld upon realization that Bub’s father conceived him by rape.

My youngest son’s grandmother (so, in essence, my rapist’s mother) has been made aware that her grandson was conceived in rape and how that came to be since I have been knowing that she and her husband have been paying all of his bills for him. She appears not to have taken this well as evidenced by blocking me after following me on Facebook for several weeks, but there is only so much sugarcoating of the truth I can do. If she was going to give my name and personal information out to her church friends encouraging them to surveil what little of my social media they could find and report back to her about it, not only is this creepy and invasive (an absolute invasion of my privacy), I was going to seize the moment and carpe that diem so that she knew the truth. What she does with that info… is and becomes her business.