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Well, I got my fasting blood draw results back!

All of the lipids are out of bounds (it’s actually suggested on the results page that I may have familial hypercholesterolemia because of how high they are, so I know it’s being taken at least slightly seriously).

My urea nitrogen count was also noticeably low, and not even slightly.

My A1C jumped from a baseline of 5.5 all the way to 6, although I do have a family history of that.

And my white blood cell count was also perceptibly high.

Aside from the familial hypercholesterolemia, we get to find out why all of these are out of range.

Well, it’s been an admirable effort so far…

I thought that I was going to be happy continuing to stay in the Emerald League since I found out that one of my friends had passed away on Easter Sunday, but… sometime between yesterday evening and now I’m in the top seven of the Emerald League and on track to be promoted from it unless someone manages to bump me down several places at the last possible minute (or two, or three). German has become slightly less difficult to learn as I’ve continued to make progress in it, although I continue to be a Rookie in both French and German. I’m pretty sure that I know more French and German than I ever learned Spanish two courses into high school, but that might have something to do with how horrible the district I graduated in is. With the exception of the most rudimentary things, I haven’t managed to hang onto anything that I “learned” the whole way through secondary school… and I did most of my own teaching myself, to myself, on my off time because it was like asking any of my teachers for help grievously inconvenienced them. Next year I’m sure people from my graduating class will begin planning what’s supposed to be our twenty-year reunion, and I’ve continued to make it clear that I don’t want to be invited to this because I don’t even want to be contacted by members of my graduating class. It’s actually in my permanent record at the high school that I’m not to be included in any alumni activities or contacted for reunions, or… well, contacted for any reason. The principal put that note in herself and so far, with graduation, I haven’t been contacted by anyone from my graduating class for almost all of the time I’ve spent a high school graduate. It is what it is at this point.

I really wish I didn’t have to make this post.

My Wordless Wednesday post may have alluded to it, but I wanted to make a more official post about it in here — my friend Jade, whose picture I posted on yesterday’s Wordless Wednesday, passed away from complications of cystic fibrosis and her second transplant on what wound up being Easter Sunday. Due to Facebook’s algorithm, I didn’t find out that she had passed until a day and a half after it had happened, and it wasn’t something that I wanted to find out even though I knew in the back of my mind that the day would come at some point, that she seemed like she had also gotten the same type of rejection in her new set of lungs that she had gotten the time before. She just seemed like she wasn’t doing particularly well leading up to her death, but I did enjoy the posts that her husband made on her behalf letting everyone who knew her know that she was continuing to fight. So it makes sense that he would be the one to write the final post on her behalf, which served to let everyone know that she had passed away. There will be an informal Celebration of Life streamed on her Facebook page for her friends in the coming days, and that’s something that I aim to be present for since I’ve known her for years (since even before her first transplant, in fact!).

Breathe easy, Jade. No one who knew you will ever forget you. Now you get to see your mom again.

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