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Okay, guys, it’s continuing to get worse.

I am documenting this for the sake of documenting it, and I am timestamping it.

I feel uncomfortable in this organization and don’t know what to do.

Really uncomfortable… I’m going to ghost them or just quit at some point.

My gut feelings on issues like these have never been wrong. Some of them are nice and polite to me, but I regret joining this organization. It’s a bit of a shame given the fledgling talks that I’ve been in as I’ve been networking, and I think it’s going to turn into a situation where I ask these people to restrain their interest to me and not me plus the organization that I’m in. I am thankful for the interest, but can I say that I’m thankful for this opportunity? I regret it. I’m having a difficult time coming up with words that convey the depth of this.

Before I completely forget to mention all of this.

Soon I will be able to change my name on Epic Games and in Fortnite to brand to my new esports team!

While I’ve been at it, I also picked up some St. Patrick’s Day gear knowing that it will leave the Fortnite shop in a few days. I didn’t think I was going to be as… big on gear (especially skins!) as I have been, but I do enjoy collecting it. This drop was a bit special to me in particular because my oldest son’s father was almost overwhelmingly Irish on his mother’s side of the family, and he hasn’t been with us from November 2023 onward — he should still be here, so I’ll probably use these items off and on for the rest of the year, or until the next St. Patrick’s Day drop. I already have most of the skins I’d like on here so now it becomes a matter of waiting until I can get Ariana Grande merch out of the Fortnite shop again, which I am definitely doing the day — no, the minute — it drops back into the Shop in any capacity. I am waiting with baited breath for that.

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