And let me tell you all, I already have very clear regrets about how this is going.

On one hand, I would be content not to date for the rest of my life because I’ve been married… I’ve found my soulmate, and that has always been enough for me. But sometimes I can’t help but wonder what else is out there and if I can find someone else to spend the rest of my life with since my husband absolutely should not have died at thirty-seven years of age. I just don’t want to have to wade through the muck of guys that I need to stay away from. It seems that dating websites do attract the most desperate of people even though there are clearly good people on these apps and websites. But for the most part, I have regrets about this.