It’s starting to get to the point where I feel like esports organizations (“esports orgs”) are holding me back from accomplishing some of the goals I’ve set out to do as I livestream. I can’t even begin to articulate in here how long I’ve waited for just one of these organizations to create a content house, and that’s been a big thing of mine for quite some time now. I’m also getting sick and tired of the drama that comes part and parcel with so many of these organizations if you get me. Like no, I won’t date you. I am too busy mourning the life that I never got to have with my husband because a drunk driver killed him. And besides, I just won’t.