I accidentally got the shot in the middle of him jumping off of something and knew I had to keep it.
June 2025 archive
I don’t actually think I covered it here, but…
My oldest son has been found eligible for adulthood disability benefits, to include continued receipt of his late father’s Social Security benefits as he has rightfully and justifiably been deemed a Disabled Adult Child! This is a major weight off of my chest, him clearing the Age-18 redetermination hurdle like he did, even though it took several months for the feds to collect all of his medical information (even though I gave them his IQ testing twice myself to be on the safe side), and I thought his survivor’s benefits would pause until they came to some kind of determination. I am extremely glad to have found out that this is not the case! My son will always have access to the things that help him continue to thrive and I am unbelievably happy that he will!
Wordless Wednesday: June 18th, 2025
Steins;Gate keeps putting out new bangers, y’all.
Come to me
Embrace my tears
Let me guide you down into my soul
And let us pray for the world to realize
There is peace, the truth within usEmptiness erodes your heart
’cause you’re free from pain and sorrow
Future is just too bright to show you ways
Wake up now, it’s time to lead new soulsOrbit of photon and universe
I am just the part of its plan
目には見えない歪んだ空
人は何処へと歩いていくの?
The last gameHold my hand
Melt my heart
Feel like I’ve been caught up in somewhere cold
Like the moon and stars hidden in the dark
Finally I found myself in your eyesIf we were
Meant to be, my love
Why do we keep making mistakes
Nothing can fulfill us in this world
Gives me hope to believe in our fateOrbit of photon and universe
I will follow you all the way
気付きようのない五感の支配
生きる意味さえ知らされぬまま
The last gameOrbit of photon and universe
I am just the part of its plan
目には見えない歪んだ空
人は何処へと歩いていくの?Orbit of photon and universe
I will follow you all the way
気付きようのない五感の支配
生きる意味さえ知らされぬまま
The last game
Music Monday: June 16th, 2025
I will never not jam to any of the music that is in all these games (they have a distinct ; pattern with names).
This should come as a surprise to no one, but…
The Portland branch of the FBI has continued to stay in contact with me about the case with my stalker.
They have the false police reports that he attempted to make in hand, and they are liasoning with feds in other branches of the government’s law enforcement to find this dude and get me some justice out of the situation that has been this man stalking me for as long as he has, telling me that he was going to attempt to cross state lines with his brother’s gun “to visit me”, that he would “deplatform me” (this was changed when people began screenshotting him advocating for his end goal getting to make me self-harm, and FBI and IC3 have seen the Tweets made about that since they forced Twitter to hand over all of the raw data on his account after they had suspended it), and that he would “make me run for the rest of my life”, that “watching me crash out and spiral was soooo much fun”, even though none of these things have happened.
I hate the fact that this case even has to be worked but this severely mentally ill man left us no choice.