Under normal circumstances you’d get a bit more, but I woke up with the nerve in my lower back pinched and I don’t think I have ever had that happen before, let alone so badly that I would rather be in labor again. I’ll probably have it checked out in the upcoming days unless this is a one and done. This really hurts though.
October 2024 archive
Wordless Wednesday: October 30th, 2024
I hate this whole police protection thing, I do.
I mean, I don’t hate the fact that I have it and that police are now more proactively cruising this area because of the threats my stalker made. I can expect to be protected long enough for my stalker to do one of two things: follow through on the threats he made against me in a tangible way, or realize that me actually having police protection is supposed to deter him from following through on the threats he made against me.
Their service is something that I’m thankful for, but this entire situation has me on absolute edge.
Music Monday: October 28th, 2024
I don’t think I’ve ever actually posted this song up here, but I did find it recently! So, I mean, there’s that.
This is who I want to get a restraining order on.
It is my understanding that he is no longer allowed to livestream on Twitch, although according to him that “doesn’t bother him” because he said he would just make an account on Kick. He went from streaming five times a week to “four times a month” after someone who worked for Twitch saw him harassing and threatening me on Twitter (which violates the off-site content clause that they have, particularly for Affiliates and Partners). After I filed a formal report against him on Twitch he’s gone to… not streaming at all for the entire month. Because he clearly did not let up after his initial harassment on Twitch, they are now getting more involved than they were, especially because his local law enforcement needs his real name to continue.
None of this should really surprise me at any point.
Since my stalker’s actions cross state lines, I can’t expect to know more about him until next week.
However, because of threats he’s made, I can expect to be given enough information on him to file for a restraining order and press charges against him, both of which I am willing to do. I expect him to fight the release of this information to whatever extent he’s able to, but at the end of the day I expect to be given the information and to follow through with law enforcement about it. I’m still not quite sure when that day is actually going to be, but this is something that I am going to follow through on to the best of my ability…
The fact that this happens so often to women in content creation and streaming is frightening though.